thanks all♥

took out all my courage. finally i say it out :)
thanks for didn't reject my invite.
received your reply,feel happy and touch. lol
the relation between us..i hope can go on in future.♥
thanks for asking me to smile :)
thanks for asking me to be brave and strong.
thanks you all. didn't make me dissapointed when i need you.





especially you,dudee. :)
thanks for giving me your advice and those way to xxxxxxx.

my unhappy purple day

my throat pain pain pain :'(
somebody help me Please!!! ><~
i had drunk plenty of water a day..
but still can't recover!

pain->dry(throat)->cry
that's what i feel in a whole day.
and i hate night.
can't sleep well..keep wake up with no reason :(

i said.today is purple day~
so i am wearing one of my purple shirt out
but feel not happy :(

Just a Dream

yesterday night,or i can say it's midnight.
watched a horrible movie alone at my mom's room
and also turn loud the sound,turn off the lights. scared myself^^
lots of bloody frame appeared. Nice! :D
after watched,back to my room.
and i started afraid to face on my mirror,any corner of my room.
lie on bed,can't sleep.. TT
try to close my eyes,think of Friday :)
finally i was asleep. and dream of something

first,i arrived X place.met A,B,C and D.
i don't know where we were. the memory was blur
and then we plan to go somewhere
after that,i realise that all of them are missing.just leave me alone
someone come near me,she pull my hand very tight until my blood bleed out.
she turn her face and look at my hand,her eyes turns red and the blood capillary appear around her eyes.
of course,the next was..she show me two of her sharp and tiny cute teeths. Yes! she is a Vampire :)
when she ready to feed on me,and i was freaked out.
A was there.
A saved me and when something was ready to happened..
i woke. ==
so that's all for my dream
feel glad that my dream was so dramatic.but i hope it could be reality on once day.xD

god! i am sick now ><
why should choose now???? can't delay until next week??
i still want to sing k with my beloved sister.
but now..i can't sing at all :(

Thank God.

傍晚时,以为自己要死掉了...好可怕 :(
那种痛(应该不叫痛) 总之很辛苦...不会形容~
刚开始时,觉得胃很不舒服,然后就有感觉要呕...可是又呕不出
接下来身体开始软掉..心痛...
然后站不直了,就直接蹲下来
蹲了好久...就是没改善~
然后我就站起来...突然头很重,又很晕
视线模糊~完全看不清东西
觉得身体冷冷..就去照一下镜子.....傻去!!镜子里的我脸和嘴唇都变白了 ><~
然后直接躺在椅子上
整个人像是冰"融化"了的感觉 @@
在那段时间里
我的脑海中出现了很多东西,很多画面
我的爸妈,我的家人,还有我身边所有的朋友们....
如果那一刻我真的死掉(Choi!!!)
不知道会怎么样呢???
我还有好多事情没完成...我的愿望还没实现...还有.....
-Skip-

原来,当一个人面对呼吸困难时,是多么的害怕下一秒就再也吸不到空气.
原来,当自己的身体再也支撑不下,站不稳时,是多么的害怕接下来再也站不起来.
原来,当视线变得模糊时,是多么的害怕眼前所看到的东西一直模糊下去,闭上眼后再也睁不开了..
原来,当心好像被压得紧紧时,是真的真的很害怕会停止跳动.

曾经的我,觉得如果有一天真的死掉..那就这样算了
因为没东西值得我留恋.
可经过刚才..我改观了
我要好好珍惜自己的生命
因为是妈咪把我带到这个世界上..
妈咪,对不起...刚才真的吓坏您了 ><

LookinG Forward to [19.11.2010]♥

"It's my sis who ask me to go study recently, which sounds so wrong. That's what I did for the past few years!! haha.."

my sister wrote these on her bloggie.LOL
feel not bad.and a bit proud because my sister saying me like that.xP[don't really know what am i proud for ==]
well,i do ask her to study because of she keep disturb me when i am busying for my exam.and that time she have to prepare for her finals too..maybe too bored? @@
she's pretending like a lil sister nowadays.
keep texting me to disturb me with all those retarded questions..

and a good news for myself! :D
i can go KL to find my sister on next friday[19.11.2010] till tuesday[23.11.2010]!!!!!^^
feel surprise when mummy allow me to go ;)
Super Duper Excited Right Now!!!
of course, i am not going alone.just fetch by my '表姨' [顺风车 :P]
it's my shopping and relax time!!
so happy! no need stay at home. heh ^^

Yesterday♥

before my piano lesson[ :( ]
Mummy phone me prepare to go penang after my class :D
super excited!! 1 month+ didn't go for shopping already^^
i keep on chat with my piano teacher during rest time. hees..1st time^^

after that
mummy came. then go grandma house fetch aunts them

--Skip--

reach there. start to look out for everythings i want xD
i won't 'Sayang' my mummys money geh~ hehe

bought a bowl of Snow-Ice with Mango flavour♥♥♥

and then bought a pair of bound feet shoes which white in colour♥
a beg and trousers :)

umm..before back,still bought a Hello Kitty case for my phone^^



here is the photos..♥

Left:My Sister's. Right:Mine :D

And Today,feel bored at home cause didn't go to school until next year :P
alone at home,so find some fun^^
prepare lunch by myself--hot dog tomyam fried rice -.-

in my mind,i thought will success and the fried rice would be delicious as i think
but definitely not. the result was...
hot dog tomyam fried rice with just hot dog taste,little bit of tom yam taste,a bit dry and 'chao ta' ><
but nevermind! Tomorrow i will try again xD
maybe i wont fried rice,but will choose to cook my favourite dish->eggplant with XO Sauce.hehehe


thst's all for today_

I Hate Sunday!

Ish!!
I Hate Today Sooo MUCH!!! ><

at first,wake up on 7 a.m something to read some rubbish message which sent by my 'jiak ba bo shu zo' friends @@
after that sleep back..
8:30++ wake again..
because of the pain of my backbone and shoulder[ old already :( ]
just lie on my bed until 10:30+ only willing to leave from my bed ><

and then,plan to go to penang or ipoh with mummy and two of my beloved auntie :)
but my smallest aunt have to help grandma clean their new house(luckily they didn't ask me to clean)
and my 2nd aunt said she no mood to go for shopping..
err!!! my plan canceled! :(

what can i do during this holiday???
everyday watch tv,play game,hang out with friend[seldom] :X
otherwise just stay at home to face my wall @@

will become mildew soon! T.T

enjoying my favourite food while blogging ;)

-another boring Sunday-