29.11.2010

today really happy :)
finally can meet friends and watch mv mv mv!!! :D
but lots of complaint came out from Richie's Mouth.
keep on say"sien ark!sien arkk!!" ==
if sien still wan 续摊 with us uh? haha
watched Unstoppable and Rapunzel
today not enough hiong,just watch 2 movies a day. [time arrange problem]
still remember last time watched 3 movies a day with dudee. syok-nya xD
keep waiting today..waiting for the room,waiting for the time to pass :(

hmm..
Unstoppable not very nice. feel sleepy when watching ^^"
but at the last part chi gek laa~
Rapunzel--no comment. because all of the cartoon movie sure nice eh. especially Disney series.
i really envy on Rapunzel's hair ;)
how can her hair long like this!! x0

and also met some friends
felt surprise when i saw ah reenn.><
and also saw one of my friend there. shhh..

waiting for The Social Network.
hope can watch it before 11th Dec.
hey~! why taiping cinema didn't have Let Me In???!!
suck -_-
still feel excited to 11th Feb.Never Say Never!♥ hehe
105% won't watch it at taiping cinema. Buuu~~ xP

♥ My Life

i am feeling G00D!!! :DD
Today have dinner with my beloved family♥
non-stop of chatting with my cousins :)
then..
tomorrow we gonna meet at our grandma house's cc room,play sdo♥!! ^^
super excited :D
after that, gonna go penang. Shopping♥♥♥

hees. thats all for today :P

abnormal family

don't know need how to describe my family members.
is it all of them were abnormal? xD
just like last week,i post a status.
actually i am saying about my friend..i can't lost them :')
but my smallest uncle called his wife(my aunt) after saw my post, and discuss with her what i mean in the post.
they say i am in relationship =.= Omg!
then my uncle post on my mum's wall,said some joyous occasion will be happen.
my mum said she will become someones 岳母 soon =.=
my uncle still told my mum"孩子在这段时间都应该经历这种事情,那才会长大...不用担心"
after heard these,i really gong ki~ @@
please la ><
stop misunderstand me!!
people still SINGLE kay????!! :\
i won't explain to them..
我是清白的! T.T







我说的每一句话都会很小心..
可能有时会说错,被误会了吧
但是..为什么就是不能专心的听听我说
为什么每次都是那样...要怎样就怎样~有没有站在我的立场为我想过??!
为什么人总是那么的霸道
为什么人可以说话不算话
为什么一样的一句话一直再重现!
为什么?为什么???

够了~
我不想再听,看到了
人会累的...
我不玩了~我败给自己!!
算是我的错,我一厢情愿


对不起,那些叫我开心的朋友们
对不起,浪费你们的时间
对不起,让你们不停地听我发牢骚
对不起,麻烦你们了
很对不起,我答应你们的事都是骗你们的...
我不要你们担心.
对不起爸妈姐,我对你们的冷漠... ><

21-23.11.2010

21.11.2010

have my brunch at the restaurant where near by the place i stay.
and then back to home start help my sister packing.
around 4pm,went to sunway pyramid...Shopping shopping♥
after bought my things,we went to Tbowl:) have our dinner there.

lol. 扁嘴 again xD

mine. :D

hey~i like this gor gor la^^ its because..he always help me to 'clean up' the foods that i can't finish :$ feel paiseh too.haha

22.11.2010

Midvalley!!! :D
when reach there,feel like i was Home! xP (i know all the position at there very well,thanks my uncle here.of always bring me there :P )
at first,get my fish food :)
and then went to MPH........
i bought this♥ ->>

I Can't Stop of laughing when opening it. xDDD

then bought my clothes,jacket,and my favourite snacks :P
at night,around 11:40+
went to my sister friends house,to celebrate his birthday.(surprise~)
1st,one of them try to open his door which locked.
and then,they take out the cream which prepared to throw on the birthday man's face. xP
finally,the door opened after 3 minutes.they get ready walk inside to sing a birthday song to him,but he's already holding his camera to capture us. swt@@
then they start to throw the cream,but failed. let him throw back to them. cream fighting there xD
when capturing photo, the one who open the door knock an egg on his head. hahahaha
quite funny! ^^
that time havent reach 12.00 a.m~so he want us to sing again.
after that keep blah blah blah~ until 3 am :D

x)

cream fight :D

playing around with condom. hahahaha [p.s:not me.they don't allow me to see]

his bday present.

Pro. =0

the next day~> 23.11.2010

mummy and dad came to KL fetch us back :)
damn miss you two ♥ my beloved persons in this world.
mummy said i changed a lot in this few days. become more happy and ->sampat<- T.T

with them =)

去了KL
跟姐的朋友们出去
真的好开心
那时的我,可以什么都不用想
即时只是静静地聆听他们说的废话
也无所谓
我不喜欢静下来。
就如去着的那一天(yesterday),全程没说到一句话
那我还能做什么?
一定是那个了..
想了很多
突然让我想到了某样东西...
原来都有很多共同点.有共同的目标.共同的语言...
还有!
看到很多link都说世界快末日??!
最好是的!越快越好!!

我不会在好朋友面前逞强.但一直烦人我觉得很不好意思 ><"
算了 i told myself,stop dream! it's time to wake!!
想开心事!!!! :)

so today,went to neway :)
5 hours there. but i spend 3 hours emo at there :|
luckily my sis's friend invite me to sing and talk to me.
but i have to admit,i am still not good in mood la.
when singing,one of my sister's friend cried.
sure because of xx things la i think.
feel paiseh too ><
no sound to sing,but still want to sing out loud(发泄)
i hate them choose those songs-寂寞寂寞就好,你不知道的事,i never had a dream come true,傻瓜,童话,枫,屋顶,love the way you lie,down,我爱他,猜不透...
after cheong k, have our dinner at mamak stall(dont know that name)
then watch football match with two of my sis's friend(guy). although i am not the supporter of arsenal or tottenham :)
they felt very surprise of my hobby xD
after that,back.
really tired but i enjoy every moment at here.

扁嘴 gang :P

singing "说谎" :(

all of them very care of me this 小妹妹 +_+
they don't believe that i am 16! so hurt :( say i am 14/15 something.
I will make myself more and more busy at the rest of the days
don't want have any free time to think everythings.
that's only thing i can do now until someday. :D
Sunway Pyramid tomorrow.^^

thanks all♥

took out all my courage. finally i say it out :)
thanks for didn't reject my invite.
received your reply,feel happy and touch. lol
the relation between us..i hope can go on in future.♥
thanks for asking me to smile :)
thanks for asking me to be brave and strong.
thanks you all. didn't make me dissapointed when i need you.





especially you,dudee. :)
thanks for giving me your advice and those way to xxxxxxx.

my unhappy purple day

my throat pain pain pain :'(
somebody help me Please!!! ><~
i had drunk plenty of water a day..
but still can't recover!

pain->dry(throat)->cry
that's what i feel in a whole day.
and i hate night.
can't sleep well..keep wake up with no reason :(

i said.today is purple day~
so i am wearing one of my purple shirt out
but feel not happy :(

Just a Dream

yesterday night,or i can say it's midnight.
watched a horrible movie alone at my mom's room
and also turn loud the sound,turn off the lights. scared myself^^
lots of bloody frame appeared. Nice! :D
after watched,back to my room.
and i started afraid to face on my mirror,any corner of my room.
lie on bed,can't sleep.. TT
try to close my eyes,think of Friday :)
finally i was asleep. and dream of something

first,i arrived X place.met A,B,C and D.
i don't know where we were. the memory was blur
and then we plan to go somewhere
after that,i realise that all of them are missing.just leave me alone
someone come near me,she pull my hand very tight until my blood bleed out.
she turn her face and look at my hand,her eyes turns red and the blood capillary appear around her eyes.
of course,the next was..she show me two of her sharp and tiny cute teeths. Yes! she is a Vampire :)
when she ready to feed on me,and i was freaked out.
A was there.
A saved me and when something was ready to happened..
i woke. ==
so that's all for my dream
feel glad that my dream was so dramatic.but i hope it could be reality on once day.xD

god! i am sick now ><
why should choose now???? can't delay until next week??
i still want to sing k with my beloved sister.
but now..i can't sing at all :(

Thank God.

傍晚时,以为自己要死掉了...好可怕 :(
那种痛(应该不叫痛) 总之很辛苦...不会形容~
刚开始时,觉得胃很不舒服,然后就有感觉要呕...可是又呕不出
接下来身体开始软掉..心痛...
然后站不直了,就直接蹲下来
蹲了好久...就是没改善~
然后我就站起来...突然头很重,又很晕
视线模糊~完全看不清东西
觉得身体冷冷..就去照一下镜子.....傻去!!镜子里的我脸和嘴唇都变白了 ><~
然后直接躺在椅子上
整个人像是冰"融化"了的感觉 @@
在那段时间里
我的脑海中出现了很多东西,很多画面
我的爸妈,我的家人,还有我身边所有的朋友们....
如果那一刻我真的死掉(Choi!!!)
不知道会怎么样呢???
我还有好多事情没完成...我的愿望还没实现...还有.....
-Skip-

原来,当一个人面对呼吸困难时,是多么的害怕下一秒就再也吸不到空气.
原来,当自己的身体再也支撑不下,站不稳时,是多么的害怕接下来再也站不起来.
原来,当视线变得模糊时,是多么的害怕眼前所看到的东西一直模糊下去,闭上眼后再也睁不开了..
原来,当心好像被压得紧紧时,是真的真的很害怕会停止跳动.

曾经的我,觉得如果有一天真的死掉..那就这样算了
因为没东西值得我留恋.
可经过刚才..我改观了
我要好好珍惜自己的生命
因为是妈咪把我带到这个世界上..
妈咪,对不起...刚才真的吓坏您了 ><

LookinG Forward to [19.11.2010]♥

"It's my sis who ask me to go study recently, which sounds so wrong. That's what I did for the past few years!! haha.."

my sister wrote these on her bloggie.LOL
feel not bad.and a bit proud because my sister saying me like that.xP[don't really know what am i proud for ==]
well,i do ask her to study because of she keep disturb me when i am busying for my exam.and that time she have to prepare for her finals too..maybe too bored? @@
she's pretending like a lil sister nowadays.
keep texting me to disturb me with all those retarded questions..

and a good news for myself! :D
i can go KL to find my sister on next friday[19.11.2010] till tuesday[23.11.2010]!!!!!^^
feel surprise when mummy allow me to go ;)
Super Duper Excited Right Now!!!
of course, i am not going alone.just fetch by my '表姨' [顺风车 :P]
it's my shopping and relax time!!
so happy! no need stay at home. heh ^^

Yesterday♥

before my piano lesson[ :( ]
Mummy phone me prepare to go penang after my class :D
super excited!! 1 month+ didn't go for shopping already^^
i keep on chat with my piano teacher during rest time. hees..1st time^^

after that
mummy came. then go grandma house fetch aunts them

--Skip--

reach there. start to look out for everythings i want xD
i won't 'Sayang' my mummys money geh~ hehe

bought a bowl of Snow-Ice with Mango flavour♥♥♥

and then bought a pair of bound feet shoes which white in colour♥
a beg and trousers :)

umm..before back,still bought a Hello Kitty case for my phone^^



here is the photos..♥

Left:My Sister's. Right:Mine :D

And Today,feel bored at home cause didn't go to school until next year :P
alone at home,so find some fun^^
prepare lunch by myself--hot dog tomyam fried rice -.-

in my mind,i thought will success and the fried rice would be delicious as i think
but definitely not. the result was...
hot dog tomyam fried rice with just hot dog taste,little bit of tom yam taste,a bit dry and 'chao ta' ><
but nevermind! Tomorrow i will try again xD
maybe i wont fried rice,but will choose to cook my favourite dish->eggplant with XO Sauce.hehehe


thst's all for today_